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I miss Debbie so much. I feel like she would know what to say or do. She was really the only one i could cry to. and shes not here anymore. I need that hug when im so sad. i need that person to not let go. I dont want them to say it will be okay. I want them to say its ok to cry right now and just let me cry. The people i push, i want you to come get me. The one person i want to do that, i keep hurting and pushing away. Im sorry. I cant say that enough right now.