My goodness!
Can it just freakin be over?
I am so sick and tired of people looking at me like I am in wrong doin. Yess this is about Zack! You know what I am 16 and i thought i was in love with zack. But he hurt me so bad for the last time. all of those times he was in wrong doing with other girls, i just let it go. and looked like a fool. And finally i stand up for myself cuz he kissed a girl and people see me as the bad person. I brought Jimmy to club. He doesnt really believe in god. he is lost. I want to show him christ thru me and thru club. But people see it as me trying to get back at zack
Why does this stupid teenesge world revolve around Him????
Get a clue. He shows he is hurting. I dont show it! But that doesnt mean i am not hurting. Jesus i am hurting so bad. but it never matters.
I am hurting and it seems like no one cares.
So let me set the record.
Zack is my ex boyfriend. I loved him, and still do. I forgive him but that does not mean i am getting back with him or that it does not hurt.
Jimmy is my friend. He is so nice. and i want him to see the god that i see.
I am single, and i am hurting.
But i will deal with it. Just like i deal with all problems of my life. And many people will not see me struggle.
I will cope in my ways. and everyone will worry about zack.
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