This morning I woke up to Zackery telling me he had cheated on me last night......It makes me think I should have answered his phone calls and this wouldnt have happened. some reason i want to put this blame on me. Its hard stuff. But either way it was his fault. With that, I drove over there and told him it was over. The last 11 months were great. some ups and downs but i wouldnt trade it for the world. This is hard to deal with. I gave him back the promise ring he had given me for christmas. It just didnt have meaning anymore.
I dont really know what to do with myself. Im single. Thats so weird. I planned my life around Zack. Now, there is no more Zack......
I need some ice cream. Something to take away the thoughts and memories of all that used to be
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so sad. I pray that God will begin to heal your heart as you grow closer to Him.
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