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Well I have been out of work for a week. No one is at the house and Gary is at work. I have been very bored. Fail for trying to keep up on blogging. Surprisingly not much has been on my mind. Shock. I wishh I had so profound ideas about things but I guess I dont. I have been thinking a lot about my Grandpa. My cousins wedding is coming up and it will be the first family get together since he went to prison. So weird. Im not sure how I feel anymore about the holidays. it reminds me of when my dad used to say its just another day. I shouldnt feel that way about Christmas should I? idk. Just one of those struggling days I guess.I am just still in search of my family that used to be

I might work thru Christmas which I dont mind cuz I am nervous about Garys family anyways. I thought Christmas was about Family. I guess I dont know my own definition of that. And how does it work when you live 1800 miles away from whats left of my family?

School

The last weeks of school are the hardest. Its all about catch up and study really hard. Im tired and its only Tuesday!

Catch up!!!

Lets play some catch up. I am now a security officer.....Ya. Just like mall cop Paul Blart. check this out!

Its so classy I know. But i actually really enjoy my job. besides the uniform.... But I work with some very interesting people. what else? I AM ENGAGED!!!!! I will tell the engagement story later :) But this is Gary and I

Well it is starting to look like bedtime. But my goal is to document things and start blogging up to my Wedding....August 11th. My roomie just suggested I should blog about how great my roommate is.....dont hold your breath folks! :)

way to start blogging now....

I was thinking at work tonight very deeply..... I thought Hannah you are smart and life is so interesting right now. you should start blogging again. So here I am. Blog Away!